I wish.....

I wish i could feel better about this,
i wish it wouldnt hurt this bad,
i wish you would be honest with me,
i wish you could be man enough to apologize

I wish you notice my voice breaking on the other end,
i wish you thought about it all day
i wish you realized your mistake
i wish you could be man enough to apologize!

I wish you realize now how bad things were
i wish you knew why i did it
I wish you knew how bad it hurts
i wish you could apologize

i wish my friends could understand
i wish you could grow up
i wish you could take some blame
i wish you could apologize!

how did it felt?
when i said those things to you?
did they still hunt you tonight?
what are you going to do about it?
i wish you could apologize
                
i hope you cant sleep tonight
i hope you can hear my words in your head
i hope they hurt you
i hope you realize how but you hurt me
i hope you wake up tomorrow and apologize
             just apologize
             because thats all it takes,
             its the first step